i'm so tired

i started the atkins diet today. its going pretty well. i just feel so lazy and shlumpy so i need a physical change. and im also going to start running with kathryn, shes so sweet.

i dont really have much to say i havent written since the beginning of the week with the whole parents thing.

but i dont know if my parents are getting divorced anymore..theyre being nice to eachotehr and stuff...i guess they're doing a trial thing, because the niceness seems really forced.

whatever as long as the yelling stops i dont really care.

i saw mona lisa smiles last night with laurena and jena. it was so good. there were some points where it felt like it was dragging on. but some girl fell down the stairs and it was sooo damn funny i was practically peeing my pants it was so funny.

everyone seems to have someone. jena has danny lauren and dillon are getting really close, katherine has tommy cait has matt alex and chris cathleen and gerard. the list continues.

notice that my name isnt there. its starting to get to me. i used to be able to deal with it, but it kind of sucks around the holidays to not have anyone.

i'm out