i really do have too much time to think about everything
went out last night it was good times
except who had to be there? but my cousin
went downsairs for a bacon egg and cheese to find out she ate the last piece of cheese
like i know i'm being selfish and i know that they are really struggling right now
but dont you know when you're intruding JUST one step too far?
i just dont know what to do
maybe i should just talk to her about it?
but shes SO fucking sensitive
shed probably take it the wrong way
and cry.
and now i like this kid
but idk whats going to happen with him
we hooked up the other night and his friend told me that things are cool with him
but now i havent heard from him in 2 days?
am i flipping out?
i just need to have patience
i think.
and i talked to connor yesterday
bit mistake.
shouldnt have done that.
i just made a complete ass of myself instead of trying to reintroduce a friendship.
whatever. shit blows sometimes
look on the bright side,
...atleast i'm not my cousin
...atleast i hooked up with someone
...atleast i'm not STILL with connor
arite peace out <3
Posted at Saturday, July 24, 2004 by Littlemidge3
blowing out my birthday candles..
