i havent updated in a while. but i really need to have somewhere to let everything out. a lot of my friends have those livejournals and they like post them on their profiles and stuff. thats just not for me. when i let out my feelings into a journal, its because i cant really talk about it with anyone else. its not to let everyone and their moms see what i'm thinking.
but anyways im trying this new diet thing. my cousin has motivated me. she lost so much weight and she looks so good. so i'm going to the gym a lot more now and i'm kind of enjoying it more i guess. but i need to work on the way i eat. its pretty bad.
i have so much to do today. i'm glad i had this week off, but it leaves me with all this time to sit around and think about all that i have to get done. i put all my hw on my desk, but now i actually have to do it...
i went to visit colleges and i have a couple more left this week. i'm really not looking forward to leaving high school. its too comfortable. having to decide what i want to do with my life? i'm not there yet. i really like quinnipiac though. maybe i can go there like a camp? haha just hang out meet new people...i guess not huh...they probably wouldnt like that too much.
whatever i'm peacing out.

Music: allister -- flypaper<3
must do: HOMEWORK and clean